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Thought Police

15 September 2008 · 3 Comments

My husband sent me a link to an article he found this morning. I decided to allow his words to be my blog entry this morning:

The internet needs a way to help people separate rumour from real science, says the creator of the World Wide Web. ~ Warning sounded on web’s future

My husband’s thoughts upon reading this article:

What’s wrong with getting a decent education and figuring out for yourself if you can trust a website or not? Are they gonna start thinking for us now? ~ Ron

Conventional wisdom tells us that opposites attract. Ron and I are not opposites. We score almost identically on all personality tests except that he generally scores higher than I do on scores measuring how introverted you are. I am an introvert; my husband could live in isolation. However, he chooses to be in a family because we teach him about unconditional love. In our imperfection we teach him to love the unlovely. We make him more Christ like. I like being married to someone who thinks more like me.

Who is going to be a part of the intellectual elite who get to decide which sites contain good information? I wonder what grade Christian sites or sites advocating intelligent design would get? How can the world wide web “remain neutral” and apply any kind of system that classifies information as good and worthy of reading and just plain trash?

And, I can see it now. Some Christian group will decide that the the secular humanists are right and their rules are superior to freedom of thought and being led by the Holy Spirit. We will develop a parallel “Christian” system. Good Christians will only go to the sites which express “Christian” thoughts and ideas. The people developing the list will need a salary, operating expenses, a place to do business. Our tithes and offerings will be diverted to this new effort and instead of visiting the fatherless and the widows, meeting their needs in a real, tangible way, we will step it up a notch in our effort to win the culture war.

Ugh! I am already annoyed.

Categories: Affairs of State · Family Matters · Worldview

Trinity Talk: A Reply

6 May 2008 · 12 Comments

Rublev's TrinityMrs. C at Homeschool and Etc. asks, “What do you think about this issue?

Up until several years ago, I would have affirmed and believed that I held an orthodox view of the Trinity. I still think I do, but I suspect many, many of my readers would disagree with me. I have been a Christian for years, but, when I worked full time and was a single mom, I didn’t prioritize spending time pondering the deeper issues of theology. So, it is only in the last several years that I began to dig deeper into the Scriptures. I started studying the Bible with the same intense commitment I used to study pathophysiology. The other thing that made me realize that I don’t think like many of my readers is that I began studying history with Marissa.

Last year when we were studying art from the 15th Century I ran across Rublev’s Trinity. I immediately knew that this icon didn’t represent my understanding of the Trinity.

Hear, O Israel! The LORD is our God, the LORD is one! You shall love the LORD your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your might.” Deuteronomy 6:4,5 (NAS)

No way could I identify with this painting in light of my understanding of God. This photo depicts three separate and distinct beings. In my opinion, the revealed word of God clearly teaches that there is only one God. I do not believe that this is just an Old Testament truth. Jesus says, “The person that has seen me has seen the Father too” or even clearer, “I and the Father are one.” The early Jewish believers most certainly understood that God, the LORD is one. From church history, the Council of Nicaea (325 AD) declared Jesus was the same substance (and not of similar substance) as the Father. Given that it was birthed in a pagan society with many gods, the early church recognized the “oneness” of God as an important part of their doctrinal stance.

The Great Schism that occurred between the Eastern and Western Christianity in 1054 was partly due to the Roman Catholic Church adding the filoque clause to the Nicene Creed. This clause asserts that the Holy Spirit proceeds from the Father and the Son. Tradition is that the Holy Spirit proceed from the Father alone, a single source. I have heard those who assert that the filoque clause is required argue that without and the Son the Nicene Creed sets up a hierarchy between God the Father and God the Son. Jesus becomes eternally a servant to God rather than a co-eternal, co-equal member of the Godhead. But, since I assume a “oneness,” I much prefer the Nicene Creed without the filoque clause; it is redundant, asserting that God and God is the source of God’s spirit.

Henry van Balen, the Holy TrinityThe Western church’s view of the Trinity separates God into three separate and distinct beings too. Consider this painting by Hendrick van Balen who lived about 100 years after Rublev. The photo represents God and Jesus with a physical body. The Holy Spirit is seen as a dove. How could I have gotten the Trinity so wrong? Surely (I thought) when I look more deeply into Protestant teaching, I would learn that “my” religion got God right! I know that sounds arrogant, but that was what I thought. I didn’t find this to be true. My church doesn’t use icons or art to depict the Godhead. Our truths are communicated in words and ideas. And, I found that the Trinity is perhaps the poorest explained of all points of theology. As I read author after author assert, “The Bible clearly demonstrates,” I thought, “It does no such thing!” In protestant orthodoxy, God is described as one God in three persons with three separate and distinct personalities. So, these works of art, the ones I looked at and said, “Uh, that’s not what I believe,” exactly, pictorially depict the ideas of the Trinity that I read in literature from my own congregation.

When I studied the Trinity in terms of God’s oneness, I read some writers who described God as an apple with core, flesh and skin; three in one. Others compared the Trinity to a person who has a body, soul and spirit. Many graphics are available that depict the Trinity as a triangle; a single shape with three sides. Yet, other theologians described God in terms of a man who is a father, a son and grandfather. My personal favorite likened God to H2O, water, the same substance that eternally and simultaneously exists as vapor, water and ice.

Vapor, Water and IceWhile I liked this analogy the best, it is incomplete. Jesus wasn’t just God walking around in a physical body. He is not a Christianized view of a pagan demi-God — half-God and half-man. Somehow, mystically, he was fully God and fully man. Neither the Father or the Holy Spirit are revealed as having physical bodies. This understanding preserves that. Oh, and can my mind chew on the concept of water. Water is absolutely essential to life. Life could not exist in the absence of water. There are a whole lot of biblical references to cleansing and water. Why, there was even a water basin in the Tabernacle. And, do I need to remind my readers of the waters of baptism?

Whatever the case, I don’t think I get to be considered orthodox anymore.

Categories: Christianity · Worldview

Perhaps Life Is Becoming Dull

5 May 2008 · 11 Comments

Hello! I haven’t gone to Haiti to get my kids. Maybe I will hear something this week.

My mom was discharged from the hospital on Sunday morning, in her right mind! She had a CT scan and and MRI that were both normal in that they couldn’t explain her mental status changes. She does have a very bad sinus infection. She had a carotid doppler to check out how well blood flows through her carotid artery. She also had an EEG to see if she was having seizure activity. The last two tests haven’t been read yet. So, she was discharged with orders that she couldn’t drive until she followed up with the neurologist. With all the testing and prodding, the doctors also found a urinary tract infection. Geriatric patients sometimes have mental status changes as a first, even primary, sign of a  UTI. Could my mom be considered a geriatrics patient? Certainly, not. Why, that would mean she was old! I am not emotionally prepared to accept this so I won’t.

My grandfather’s blood pressure is stable. He is out of the ICU. He has been diagnosed with hepatolithiasis, essentially he has stones in his liver. One of them escaped his liver and is blocking the flow of his pancreatic enzymes. He was hospitalized on Thursday with pancreatitis and a systemic inflammatory response. I am not quite sure what can be done about his underlying problem. The doctor might try a minimally invasive procedure with sedation. Or, perhaps his physicians can try lithotripsy. I am not sure breaking up the stones will work. My grandfather is medically fragile. He uses an electronic chair because he is very weak. I would describe him as frail. I would not describe his as cachectic or emaciated; he is a large man. I just don’t know if the shock wave will be able to travel through his body and arrive at the stone possessing enough strength to do the job. I suppose now that he is stable, the physician will need to develop a treatment plan. Treatment plans don’t get made on the weekends.

I have a worry! By way of background, Marissa was asked to the prom and she said yes. She didn’t tell me at first because she wanted to go and was afraid I would say no. I didn’t really get the chance to help her identify all the steps she needed to take to go from saying yes to going to the prom. She started thinking of many of them on her own, but much like “clean your room,” the task was too big for her and created paralyzing anxiety instead of action. She cannot break a big job into little jobs. She will probably always need someone to help her do that. I am usually that someone, but there was that sticky worry that she might be told no. So, she didn’t ask me until it was too late. The boy who asked her rented a tux and was looking forward to going to the prom. Marissa didn’t even buy a dress. The Wednesday before the prom, somehow it was decided that they wouldn’t go since Marissa didn’t have a gown. This boy isn’t talking to Marissa. Marissa doesn’t understand why. Anyway, does anyone think it was time Marissa’s FASD became transparent to her peers? Marissa doesn’t want anyone to know, but it is long past the time that she could easily ”pass” for neurotypical. When people don’t understand her, they interpret her behavior based on their own reality. Why would a girl tell a boy she would go to the prom and then not plan to go? Well, a shy, awkward young man might come to some very wrong conclusions.

Friday Marissa and I went to see Expelled: No Intelligence Allowed. As I reviewed the concepts put forwarded in this documentary, I wondered how a Christian (and a home schooler who selects her daughter’s science curriculum) should respond to the animosity in the science community toward people who believe in a designer. My basic thoughts are that science should be taught as science and philosophy should not be taught as science. Science classes should focus on those things that are observable, measurable, testable and repeatable. How life began is none of these things. On a more universal level, I do not think Christians should continue to try to force school districts to add Creation or Intelligent Design to their science curriculum; they aren’t observable, measurable, repeatable or testable either. Speciation, adaptation and natural selection occur and can be observed in nature. Curriculum that speculate as to how life first began or whether or not speciation, adaptation and natural selection account for all life on this earth belongs in the area of philosophy and religion. Christians accept that God is the Creator by faith. Atheist accept that life occurred by chance by faith.

In my opinion, the fight has never been what happened to start life. In fact, the argument is not really about science at all. I have a masters degree in nursing. I took two semesters of chemistry, microbiology, human anatomy and physiology, advanced human physiology, and pathophysiology to get my undergraduate degree. I took graduate level physiology classes to get my masters. My nursing classes were heavily based upon the sciences. I was a nurse educator. Darwinism was not an issue. In my entire post-high school academic career, there wasn’t one test question relating to the theory. Even if evolutionary Darwinism is true (and I don’t believe it is), it is a slow process, a process that I won’t observe occurring in my patients. I could understand all of the concepts taught in those classes without ever wondering, “How did we get here?” I believe the main issue is, “What is the nature of man?” In Evolutionary Darwinism, man is a cosmic mistake without inherent value; a person’s value is directly tied to what he or she contributes to society. Man doesn’t have free will. He most certainly wasn’t endowed by his Creator with rights. Ethical decisions are focused on what is best for society and ignore the individual. I cannot embrace this view of man; I find it hopeless. Atheists find real hope in this view of man though. I think Christians sometimes imagine that this is because atheists want to sin and misbehave without answering to a higher authority. In some cases, that might be true. But, I think the bigger draw to this worldview is that, if evolution is true, mankind is still evolving. What hope is there for an evolved man? We could create Utopia. Sadly, history shows us Utopian societies don’t stay that way. A man-centered world simply doesn’t have an adequate way to deal with evil. Oops! There I go looking to the past instead of a perfect, evolved future again. We want the same thing you know. Christians look for a perfect future too, but not by mankind saving itself. Our perfect future comes when Christ returns to rule and reign on this earth, a one-world government that is available for all willing to submit to Christ’s authority. No one will be forced to be a part of the Kingdom through military might, coercion or a corrupt government.

Last, I was surprised by the interview with Richard Dawkins. He is supposed to be a great atheist apologist. Rule of thumb: When debating intellectual ideas, it is not nice and, more importantly, does not strengthen your argument to call people who don’t think like you insane, stupid and ignorant. I would never, ever tell an atheist he or she was insane, stupid or ignorant. Most of them are not. In fact, I would never even tell them they were going to go to hell. If someone doesn’t believe in a Creator, I will tell them why I do. If someone believes in a Creator, but isn’t sure that the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob is the Creator, I will tell them why I think that the Judeo-Christian God is the Creator. If someone believes in the Judeo-Christian God, but does not believe Jesus is the Messiah, I will tell them why I believe Jesus is the Messiah. I am prepared to tell people how God has worked in my life since accepting Jesus as my Savior. But, it is simply not my job to change their mind. Don’t believe me? Read your Bible. I am not prepared to sit in judgement over anyone.

Categories: Around the House · Christianity · Fetal Alcohol Spectrum Disorder · Parenting On Purpose · Praise Reports · Worldview

Looking To The Future

1 May 2008 · 5 Comments

Marissa has a dream. She wants to sing on Broadway. She has a back up plan too. She plans to go to the technical college and pick up some work skills. She used to want to pursue a program, Fashion and Store Management. That has changed. She wants to be a photographer. So, she only wants to take classes that will help her do that. Most photographers are self taught, there isn’t a photography program. But, there are classes in the Web Design and Computer Art & Design programs that would teach her skills that would help her optimize the photos taken with her digital camera.

I am a little worried about the whole photography thing. It doesn’t seem like a real job. I know that there are people who make a living from taking photos. My cousin supplements her family’s income taking photos. But, I kind of mean a job that pays above the poverty level and has benefits. Ron pays for our family’s health insurance. Our insurance covers a huge chunk of Marissa’s medication costs.

Annual Cost of Medications
Medication #1 $ 2045
Medication #2 2836
Medication #3 904
TOTAL= $ 5785

Because we have insurance we only pay around 20% of these costs. If we had to pay it all, our family would pinch and save to come up with the other 80%. Her medications keep her focused and help to control her rages and anxiety. Controlling her environment and supervising her are far more effective than medicating her, but these interventions alone are not enough to keep her and those around her safe. I know that many, many of my readers are critical of medicating children for behavioral reason. I was too at one time. Life experiences have changed my mind.

One of the things I do to help Marissa meet her dream of going to the technical college is try to teach her how to behave in a classroom. One of the major reason we started home schooling is because Marissa’s classroom behavior was disruptive. It is hard to be disruptive in a mentoring program when you are the only student, so home schooling was the solution to part of the problem. But, if she is to return to the classroom, she will need to develop new skills. So, Marissa and I go to community classes together. We practice skills like arriving at the campus in time to find a parking place and travel to the classroom, getting to class on time, being prepared mentally to learn, having the things you need to take notes, listening while the instructor is talking, participating in group activities, and using time during breaks wisely. Whether they know it or not, the other students are peer mentors.

Monday we went to a class entitled The Culture of Poverty. This class is based upon the research by Dr. Ruby Payne of aha! Process, Inc. It was very good and spoke of the hidden rules one has to understand and be able to play by if one is going to survive in poverty.  

One of the first activities we did was to create a family budget for a family of four living at the 2008 HHS Poverty Guideline, $21,200. At first Marissa was not that interested. But, I personalized it. One of the girls who lived in my home as a foster child would meet this criteria. Her family consists of her, her boyfriend, their baby and her 15-year-old half-brother. We were able to create a budget for them as long as we left off health care, insurance, Internet/cable TV and planning for the future. If this were Marissa, her medications would consume 27% of her budget. Actually, my foster child is doing pretty well. Except for the time she lived with me, she has grown up in poverty. She has good survival skills.

Marissa has grown up in the middle class. She doesn’t have the skills to survive poverty. Should I be teaching her about rummage sales and where the free clinics are? I tend to vote for the candidates whose platform and voting record demonstrate that they are for smaller government and more personal liberty. I would prefer to keep more of my income so that I could help my daughter and not stress over whether she will or will not qualify for a certain program. I would prefer to be able to make any addition to my property that I wanted without government interference. My candidate generally loses. I don’t get my knickers in a twist because while I know that there are forms of government that I would rather live under, I don’t believe any government is going to create a Utopia. Human government cannot cure the problem of evil in this world. We do have big government. There are many programs out there, programs that use poverty as a guideline and not developmental level that may help Marissa when she is an adult. Maybe I should embrace the starving artist photographer job with gladness. Some people may think I am overly negative. Research done on adults with FASD has demonstrated that only 8% of the individuals in the study had no problem with independent living or employment. I am not being negative; I am being proactive and realistic.

Some of the things that occurred to me as I listened to this program:

  • The speaker, a certified trainer for aha! Process, Inc., spoke of world view using a much larger definition than I have in the past. In the past, I have used world view to speak almost entirely to mean how one answers question related to theology and philosophy. How I view God, creation and man drives my behaviors. The speaker included other driving forces including time orientation (present, past or future oriented), casual or formal language, family dynamics, what love and acceptance are based upon, food, clothing styles, etc. She argued that these driving forces are different for those living in poverty, the middle class and the wealthy.
  • I was struck by how many of the things listed in the section regarding the “Hidden Rules” or world view of poverty are almost identical to the diagnostic criteria used to label a child with Reactive Attachment Disorder and wondered how many attachment “problems” really are the result of seeing the world through different lenses rather than a true mental illness that needs to be treated. I noticed that there is a community workshop on Parenting Someone Else’s Child. I bet that would be interesting.
  • I wondered how Dr. Payne’s thoughts would be applied in Haiti. Particularly, I wondered how a person survives poverty without any resources. “I know how to make ‘cookies’ out of dirt, lard and a little salt so that my kids can fall asleep without feeling hunger pains.”
  • If what Dr. Payne teaches about poverty is true, we won’t ever fix poverty with money. Money doesn’t change the way people think.

The class was very good and stimulated a lot of abstract, how to save the world kind of thinking. Oh, and I have to tell you this, because it proves that people with FAS can learn abstract thoughts. We were in the grocery store yesterday and Marissa told me that I should by a lottery ticket. “Weren’t you listening in class the other day? I don’t know how to survive in wealth!” To which Marissa responded, “Mom, you can still live middle class. Just do it with more money!”

Related: As I listened in class, I was reminded of this recent story from NPR, Radio Rookies: ‘Aging Out’ of Foster Care.

Last, I bet no one links into this audio of Arnold Kling on the Economics of Health Care and the Crisis of Abundance (warning, this discussion is almost an hour long). I found it interesting, but I have a master’s degree in nursing and I minored in nursing administration. So, this discussion is right up my professional alley. Are there any other home school mom’s who, when things are not going so well, dream of their professional life? I hope I am not the only one.

Categories: Affairs of State · Fetal Alcohol Spectrum Disorder · Homeschool · Worldview

Global Warming Minnesota Style

26 April 2008 · 10 Comments

I have tried! Really, really tried to be positive this winter. Usually all winter long, I complain several times a day about the weather. It is, “So cold I can hardly STAND!” But, I was trying to follow the advice I wrote about in my blog entry entitled Count Your Blessings. “Never allow [myself] to complain about anything - not even the weather.” But this? This is beyond ridiculous and is just plain unfair. Marissa was in shorts on Wednesday. I saw a pelican. Some of the smaller lakes in the area finally boasted of significant open water. Even on the bigger lakes the ice was losing its battle. Spring was most definitely in the air!

But, this morning:

Spring Minnesota Style

And, it is still coming down. It is almost May.  The lakes in our area are on target to break or match the historical latest lake ice-out date! I am past tired of winter.

OK, so one winter does not a climate make. It would be premature to claim an Ice Age is looming just because we have had one of our most brutal winters in decades. ~ Lorne Gunter, Forget global warming: Welcome to the new Ice Age (HT: Judy Aron at Consent of the Governed, More Proof That Global Warming Is Al Gore’s Convenient Lie)

I am not the only Minnesotan tired of cold weather. Some enterprising young men have a website called Minnesotans for Global Warming. They even have their own theme song!

On a more serious note, in honor of Earth Day, Dr. Jay W. Richards of The Acton Institute has had some very good discussions about global warming. In them he discusses:

  • Why should Christians Care About Global Warming?
  • Is the Earth warming?
  • Is man causing it?
  • Is global warming catastrophic? Or, is it a good thing?
  • Are any of the suggested fixes realistic in terms of impact and cost?

The long version: Is it Hot In Here? What Should Christians Think About Global Warming?

The short version: An Earth Day Review of Global Warming

Related Blog Post: Global Warming COOLING Consensus Alert: The Ice Age Cometh?
 

Categories: Around the House · Christianity · Worldview